Feeling uneasy

Haiz. Today first time felt so uneasy. My darling was playing game. Den i happened to saw the girl i dislike was chatting with him in game.. I was wondering.. you told me that nothing link to her anymore.Don say that i'm very xiao qi, the problem is i took me sometime to hold on this relationship last time. Lucky that his parents supporting me alot. If not, i will not be with him till now. He told me not to worry, there is nothing between them anymore. You trying to comfort me but the feeling still not there. After one year, thing gonna happen once more? Hope i think too much. My feeling now is just like the rain outside. Sad.

I just wanna say out all thing, if not it will be suffering if i hide all my feeling.. Saying ut now is better, at least i knew tomorrow onwards i just back to normal. doing all my stuffs without him. lol..